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I am scared for and of America. I'm scared for the world. Anything I could do to make life a little more bearable - reading, watching a film - seems pointless and self-indulgent.  This last year or so, I've felt more and more as I've no place in life; Wednesday's news just made me want to just totally give up. How do I fight all this? How do I carry on? Somehow I must.